Saturday, August 27, 2005

The Start of a New Friendship

Today I felt overwhelmed with the fact that every second counts. Woke up in the morning, even when a bit later than 9am, I seemed to be missing out on a lot of things when I could have woken up at exactly 9am.
Don't you think so?
Every second counts. Even when I'm typing, I feel that I'm aging a minute as life is too precious to be wasted on any laying around and doing nothing.
While I'm typing this, and thinking of words to say, the fingers on my hands are constantly cleaning stuff and putting aside things on this computer table.
I want to fill every second of my life. Don't say that I'm suffering from obsessiveness of time... coz I'm not.. I DO sleep you know to conserve my energy for the start of a brand new day.
Tomorrow, I planned on wasting time. Lay around doing nothing... But then I just remembered. I wanted to do something with my messy 'old-looking' hairstyle.
Such a wasted Sunday to spend laying around and watching TV when I could be doing something like creating my artwork or photography, or even do my hair. Go to a saloon and by just sitting there and doing nothing, I STILL get my hair done. Hmmmm... Am I compulsive?
No... There are times when I feel like doing absolutely NOTHING! But then, I told myself, why not make friends on the internet? Hey, I might not be a gorgeous 17-year-old model-looking like teenager but I'm just an ordinary 32-year-old wife who's doing everything she can to fulfill her life. Time is of a valuable essence.
Today, I planned on finishing at least half of my vacation home-video editing, clean my room up, do some of my personal pictures editing and have a fulfilling conversation with my husband when he gets home with lunch. Not planning on cooking today coz I've got other things to do with utmost urgency.
Well, back to the cleaning.. but I will be back! Anyone who wants to add me as friends, I'm welcomed. BUT one rule! NO dirty talk! That's all I ask. Friends?