New Year Again.. But makes no difference to me.

First of all,

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Happy New Year to Everyone!!

I'm just living my life day to day.. It doesn't make any difference if it's the new year because my life is soooo boring, so disappointing that I never looked forward to a new year.

But then, being with friends on New Year's Eve and all, having a short weekend holiday is just some of the highlights in my life. It makes me happy for a while, when the rest of my loved ones just chose to ignore me totally and made me feel unwanted, unloved, unnoticed.

I'm just happier to be with my friends rather than stay at home..

People said 'Home is where the heart is..' But it's not so for me..

Anyways, I really enjoyed my holiday and looking forward to posting it in this blog as soon as I've edited the pictures.

Been tired and lazy lately because of lowered self-esteem.

Came back from holiday and noone even mentioned that they missed me. Saw my dad at the terminal, waiting for my mom. He chose to not talk a single word to me or my hubby when I handed him some thing I remembered to buy for him. Not even a thanks. He just stared at us and my friends till they're even scared to approach to greet him and pay respects.

One of them even said, 'Your dad looks pissed'. So he was scared to approach.

It's okay. I'm not anyone's daughter. I don't deserve the attention they dote on my younger brother and younger sister.

To me, I just keep myself scarce where I'm not wanted. Just to avoid any disputes. I'm tired...